Innocence

Life just sux. Ugly side of people. Trust.
Blame all these that force me to lose my naivete.
However, looking from another point of view, it is all these
that make me grow up and love my loved ones.
Contradicting.

Pretending to be interested when you are not.
Afraid of hurting people's feeling by not rejecting their request.
Forcing yourself to do something you don't like.

Jocelyn's bdae celebration was damn fun !!!
=]

Resolutions

Ysd went to take a look at the Relics exhibition with Dad, Granny and Sis.
Quite interesting, because it was my first time looking at Relics.
Definitely, it is a fruitful trip. =]

Talking about resolutions, I know I have a long long list of it.
But I am just gonna to list down the major ones here.

1) More time with my Family.
Going out together shopping/dinner will do. =D
But I want to have a Family Panic !

2) Earn more money than this year !
More than what I had achieved last year.

3) Have more time for myself.
Reading books and forking out time to do things I
love to do.

4) Slim Down !
Alright, 3kg more to go. JIAYOU !
I know lose 2kg not obvious la, so 3kg to go !

5) Motivation
I cannot change the way other people/things are, the only thing
I can do is to change my perception.
Ya, SCHOOL REALLY SUX TO THE CORE.
I want motivation for me to study hard, if not my mindset will
be off. (To think that working is better, fun, interesting etc)

New year !

School is starting soon.
No words can express how much I hate school to reopen.

I want school to close down.
I want school to close down.
I want school to close down.
SERIOUSLY.

Alright, I should stop if not it will never end. Fuck.

Dilemma ~

Seriously I do not know whether I should continue with Muay thai.
I dont know why.
I just dont feel like going for training.
I think I really have problems with many things. suxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I dont want Dad to say that I always give up halfway.
Moreover, I bought the boxing glove already.

I NEED ADVICE !!!

It's so a MERRY Xmas

W/O makeup, naked face

New hair cut and hair colour !(Brighter and shorter)
Hoping nxt year will be a better year !
































(I look so CUI when flash is on)

The Xmas clubbing was so ...........
Didnt really enjoy myself as compared to the previous one.
Felt so sucky, my Xmas was spent like this.
Shld I end my year with such experience?

My left knee is f.pain.
My head is pain, sorethroat and flu.
Ysd I had to knock off earlier to go home and rest.

Going JP awhile to buy something !