Burning Desire

Whenever I look into the mirror, I just hate
to see my small eyes, my ugly nose && my FAT face.
I hate looking at my stupid weight && height.
At this moment, I was plunged into the darkness of imperfections.
The fking irritiating "features", I have.
I ABHOR imperfections !!!
IT SUX TO THE CORE.

Having morning blues in the morning for some reasons,
still thinking of those problems.
The stupid MRT station was flooded with ppl, i missed 4 trains !!!
ASSHOLE.

Watch 死神的秘密 at the library.
Although the title && actor(金城武) is attractive,
the movie wasnt very nice.
I lost concentration halfway through the movie.
Lunch-ed and I went home.
However, I changed my minded on my way back.
I decided to go for a run.
The stadium was packed with ppl, I dont know wt sch was having their sport day.
I went to the gym instead.
It's a pity that I didnt bring my swimsuit, if not I would swim.
I know I need sometime alone, so I made up my mind to walk back.

I feel so frustrated achieving perfections.