Remorse

Blame of my carelessness, if my attitude towards that was cautious
I wouldnt lose this golden opportunity.
If I didnt lose this opportunity, I maybe able to lessen your burden.
So sorry for my carelessness which cause all these.
I promised, I will be more cautious && seize the opportunity.
I just cant stop berating myself now.

I just dont understand why someppl can be so bored with
their life.
If YOU ARE BORED, register for volunteer work.
My god.
Just cant imagine what some funny ppl do when they are bored.
Makes me feel like laughing at the things they did.