Tired

I AM REALLY VERY TIRED OF ALL THESE.

I felt so lousy being unable to help.
I want to help, yet I dont have the ability to.
This feeling really sux.

Life is very complicated.
No one understand, what I am going through.

I feel emotionally tired.

It's nice to be alone.

I SHLD STOP EATING & START DIETING !!!

I HATE GAIN WEIGHT.
I HATE BEING FAT.

Well, since monday I had been controlling my diet.
The weighting scale reveal the scary truth.

GAIN WEIGHT = UGLYYYYYY !!!!!
GAIN WEIGHT = MORE EXERCISE
GAIN WEIGHT = NO FRIED FOOD
GAIN WEIGHT = NO CHOCOLATES
GAIN WEIGHT = NO ICE CREAMS

This really sux.
No choice what to do, blame on my mouth for being
unable to resist the temptations during the holidays.
Because of these, I went to buy wholemeal bread and chicken hams
to prepare my own meals after running & swimming.
I think I got to stick with this diet untill I lose weight.
ENDURANCE ~~~~~~
=]

I just realised I like to do many things alone.
Ysd when I was packing my stuff to the stadium,
my sister asked me, "Do you feel sian going to swim & run
wiithout partner ?"
I think I get used to it already, nobody can be by your side
supporting you forever.
I love being alone thinking and reflecting on myself.
I know it's weird but right now, I dont want to be bother by
how others thinks about me.
No use thinking over and over again on others' perception.

Formal wear & SHOPPING !!!!

Can you spot me ?











Formal wear !!!
Ysd all of us wore formal for TCS presentation.
I think I was the only who did something embrarrasing.
I hand over my slides to Xinhui, when it is still my slide.
OMG ~~~~
I dont know what was I doing !
HAHAHAHAHAH.
But the whole class, even the lecturers start laughing.
Damn paiseh, but nvm its over already.
=]

Today was a tiring day, I dont know why I went school when
the weather is so good.
Was supposed to watch Ice Age 3 with Xinhui & Huimin,
the timing was too late because Xinhui got to go back to school afterwards.
I bought a top and a necklace.
I was so HAPPY that I had bought my necklace!!!!
=]
Bought some pastries home for my family.
^^
I am a GOOD daughter & sister !
=P

Life is so tiring

A Fruitful Day

We took this photo, because Shuhuey say that legs

look slimmer & longer in this mirror. HAHAHA !

Didnt go sch, I think it's a waste of time to go for 1hr 30mins.

I am lazy, I know it myself.

Meet Huimin, Meilin & Shuhuey at Dover and headed to IKEA.

Had a lot fun looking at the items there.

Telling each other our stories when we are looking at those items.

I think we're very noisy, chatting and laughing.

=.=

Our our bus journey back to Jurong East with Meilin & Huimin,

we pass by Science Centre we decided to go for DaVinci Exibition.

We went there quite at 4plus and the exibition ends at 6,

I didnt really spend enough time there.

If I have a chance I will definitely go there again, because I didnt

really see everything !!

I have to go again because I want to buy the Da Vinci Programme book

which come with the poster and the bag. (I brought insufficent $)

I was really fascinated by him, he's really a Genius !

An Artist, Inventor, Scientist.

He dissected 30 people on the research for anatomy.

I was so shocked by the dissection, but the drawing of the human body is so real.

Other than this, the famous drawing Mona Lisa was not perfect

in his eyes.

He spent years on that drawing, but yet he still didnt completed

the drawing until his death.

I was amazed by his perception of Perfection.

Anyway, it's really worth to go to the exhibition.

I knew gain knowledge from it and

got to know a lot of things about Leonardo Da Vinci's life.

It is really worth going !!!

2 thumbs up !

Kboxxxxxxx !

Didnt go for Muay Thai because I still feel quite weak.

Went for kboxing wif Xinhui, Huimin & Meilin ysd.

Hehehehehehehe !

Saw KK on my way down to the toilet, he came up and off the light.

=.=

It was fun, keep taking candid shoots !!!=]

Well, I had gotten back my MST result

SProg- 60/100

DE - 75/100
I am still waiting for Engineering Maths.

I still got to wait for the retest for PEEE.

I feel that I am in a state of confusion.