Lose weight PLS !!!!

Her abs is so OMG flat.
SOOOOO JEALOUS ~~
I want this super duper beautiful abs !!!
But I think it's hard to achieve it.
Hais.
But I just hope that my training, running && swimming
will somehow help me to flatten my abs. ^^
Going SWIMMING tomorrow !!!
WOOTS~~~~~
Went to gym for a run && workout ysd.
I walked home from the stadium, because
I forgot to buy my concession.
Dont wanna waste $ on travelling.
HAHAHA, also a good chance to spend time alone.
I dont know why I like solitary so much.

Travel alone rather than in the company of fools.
A solitary life is better than a life kept in bad company.

It really make sense to me. =]

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Act Zai, =.=
Ysd's training was cancelled because coach
have something on. ^^
We were supposed to train, but after warm up we started
taking photos.
HAHA, enjoyed myself at the "Training".
=]

Was tag by Xinhui & Shuhuey for this quiz.
I decided to do again, some ans were different from this 1st time I did (which was 1yr ago)

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx (It's rather accurate, try it !)

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
(NO comments)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
(Heehee, this part very accurate. TRUE !)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
(I dont know yet.)

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
(NO, I am always very serious.)

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(Ya, true. My dad always tell me this.)

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
(I will want to have a job I love, rather than just working for $)

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
(HAHAHA, ya)

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
(I am just concerned abt my image, I am trying not to care about how people view about me.)

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(Quite true, I am always trap in dilemma.)

BIG BIG THANK YOU PPL !!! I REALLY APPRECIATE IT. =]

CRYSTAL KYT - Thks so much for yr consolation. ILOVEYOU =]

It's just that I feel very uncomfortable being unable to accomplish goals that I had set for myself.
I just hate this particular feeling.
I know that sharing my problem with someone will make me feel better.
It's not that I dont want to share, after going through so much, I really find it very difficult to trust people.
All those experiences make me keep everything to myself.
I had saw too much ugly side of people around me, which make me think umpteen time to trust someone.
People change for the sake of money, fame, success etcs.
I dont know why money can make cause disater for people.
Ever since I grow up, I told myself not to repeat all those silly mistakes people had made.

Although it will be hard for us, I get to see more of you and feel the warmth I didnt felt in the past.
I will get to appreciate things like I never did before.
Dont feel remorseful of the past.
Dont feel sorry for being unable to give us the best (I dont mind), because having you is already the best.
I just hope that my moral support can ease your burden.

Whenever I look into the mirror, I just hate
to see my small eyes, my ugly nose && my FAT face.
I hate looking at my stupid weight && height.
At this moment, I was plunged into the darkness of imperfections.
The fking irritiating "features", I have.
I ABHOR imperfections !!!
IT SUX TO THE CORE.

Having morning blues in the morning for some reasons,
still thinking of those problems.
The stupid MRT station was flooded with ppl, i missed 4 trains !!!
ASSHOLE.

Watch 死神的秘密 at the library.
Although the title && actor(金城武) is attractive,
the movie wasnt very nice.
I lost concentration halfway through the movie.
Lunch-ed and I went home.
However, I changed my minded on my way back.
I decided to go for a run.
The stadium was packed with ppl, I dont know wt sch was having their sport day.
I went to the gym instead.
It's a pity that I didnt bring my swimsuit, if not I would swim.
I know I need sometime alone, so I made up my mind to walk back.

I feel so frustrated achieving perfections.

Tired

I AM REALLY VERY TIRED OF ALL THESE.

I felt so lousy being unable to help.
I want to help, yet I dont have the ability to.
This feeling really sux.

Life is very complicated.
No one understand, what I am going through.

I feel emotionally tired.

It's nice to be alone.

I SHLD STOP EATING & START DIETING !!!

I HATE GAIN WEIGHT.
I HATE BEING FAT.

Well, since monday I had been controlling my diet.
The weighting scale reveal the scary truth.

GAIN WEIGHT = UGLYYYYYY !!!!!
GAIN WEIGHT = MORE EXERCISE
GAIN WEIGHT = NO FRIED FOOD
GAIN WEIGHT = NO CHOCOLATES
GAIN WEIGHT = NO ICE CREAMS

This really sux.
No choice what to do, blame on my mouth for being
unable to resist the temptations during the holidays.
Because of these, I went to buy wholemeal bread and chicken hams
to prepare my own meals after running & swimming.
I think I got to stick with this diet untill I lose weight.
ENDURANCE ~~~~~~
=]

I just realised I like to do many things alone.
Ysd when I was packing my stuff to the stadium,
my sister asked me, "Do you feel sian going to swim & run
wiithout partner ?"
I think I get used to it already, nobody can be by your side
supporting you forever.
I love being alone thinking and reflecting on myself.
I know it's weird but right now, I dont want to be bother by
how others thinks about me.
No use thinking over and over again on others' perception.

Formal wear & SHOPPING !!!!

Can you spot me ?











Formal wear !!!
Ysd all of us wore formal for TCS presentation.
I think I was the only who did something embrarrasing.
I hand over my slides to Xinhui, when it is still my slide.
OMG ~~~~
I dont know what was I doing !
HAHAHAHAHAH.
But the whole class, even the lecturers start laughing.
Damn paiseh, but nvm its over already.
=]

Today was a tiring day, I dont know why I went school when
the weather is so good.
Was supposed to watch Ice Age 3 with Xinhui & Huimin,
the timing was too late because Xinhui got to go back to school afterwards.
I bought a top and a necklace.
I was so HAPPY that I had bought my necklace!!!!
=]
Bought some pastries home for my family.
^^
I am a GOOD daughter & sister !
=P

Life is so tiring

A Fruitful Day

We took this photo, because Shuhuey say that legs

look slimmer & longer in this mirror. HAHAHA !

Didnt go sch, I think it's a waste of time to go for 1hr 30mins.

I am lazy, I know it myself.

Meet Huimin, Meilin & Shuhuey at Dover and headed to IKEA.

Had a lot fun looking at the items there.

Telling each other our stories when we are looking at those items.

I think we're very noisy, chatting and laughing.

=.=

Our our bus journey back to Jurong East with Meilin & Huimin,

we pass by Science Centre we decided to go for DaVinci Exibition.

We went there quite at 4plus and the exibition ends at 6,

I didnt really spend enough time there.

If I have a chance I will definitely go there again, because I didnt

really see everything !!

I have to go again because I want to buy the Da Vinci Programme book

which come with the poster and the bag. (I brought insufficent $)

I was really fascinated by him, he's really a Genius !

An Artist, Inventor, Scientist.

He dissected 30 people on the research for anatomy.

I was so shocked by the dissection, but the drawing of the human body is so real.

Other than this, the famous drawing Mona Lisa was not perfect

in his eyes.

He spent years on that drawing, but yet he still didnt completed

the drawing until his death.

I was amazed by his perception of Perfection.

Anyway, it's really worth to go to the exhibition.

I knew gain knowledge from it and

got to know a lot of things about Leonardo Da Vinci's life.

It is really worth going !!!

2 thumbs up !

Kboxxxxxxx !

Didnt go for Muay Thai because I still feel quite weak.

Went for kboxing wif Xinhui, Huimin & Meilin ysd.

Hehehehehehehe !

Saw KK on my way down to the toilet, he came up and off the light.

=.=

It was fun, keep taking candid shoots !!!=]

Well, I had gotten back my MST result

SProg- 60/100

DE - 75/100
I am still waiting for Engineering Maths.

I still got to wait for the retest for PEEE.

I feel that I am in a state of confusion.