USELESS PPL

I am going to rant here, you can ignore this.
I am not going to rant too much in front of my family,
dont want to make them feel frustrated by my problems.

Seriously, I think I have problem dealing with
people who issue me pay.
First, my name on the cheque is spelled wrongly
Next, it was posted to the wrong a/c
Lastly, money was less than half than what I am
supposed to get.

If I am unable get the rest of my pay, I will definetly go down
to the company and make a hell of out it.
I dont give a damn to your bloody reputation !
FUCK.

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG?
USELESS. INEFFICIENT. GOOD FOR NOTHING
WHY CAN THESE PPL DO THEIR JOB PROPERLY ?

1st day of school was tiring, I dont want to start school.

I dont know why my heart felt heavy.

I dont know why I wasnt anticipating.

I dont know why I keep saying that it suck.

But it really suck, I dont feel as happy as I do than before.
I prefer working as a skincare/cosmetic promoter.
Its seems that after school start I am having more problems
than usual.

Gosh, I should really change my mindset, If not I
will be doom.
I must overcome this I dont want to disappoint my parents.
Sometimes I feel so tired of all these problems,
but I must overcome it because I know some people are
going through more.
Handling all these all on my own.

Alright enough of my rantings, I went Doubty.g to
collect the clothes with Sis and cousin, catch a movie
after that.

Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami
Personally I think that the money is worth spending.
It's awesome. Despite the boring part initially,
when tsunami strike the screaming of the people made
a lot of thought flow through my mind. I cried, because
the scene so devastating. I dont dare to imagine what would
I do if such things happen.

The world is unfair, think of those people who suffer

from natural disaster, they dont deserve all these.

Lost their loved ones. Sadness. Grieving.

Passion

Back from work, tired but worth it !
This job is so much better than the other jobs that I did !
I like this job !!!!!!!
Have commission, somemore this few days the sales is not bad.
^^
Can save up some allowance fee.
=]

Vacation

School is starting soon, yet today is my last day of break.
From tomorrow onwards, I will be working for a skincare/comestic company.
Think of the $$$$$$$ !!!!
To make myself motivate to work !
Just a few steps more to my goal, I shouldnt give up, I must go on !!!

Being Myself

Went Novena to accompany Mum to buy her medicine,
then headed to Toa Payoh to buy her pants.
Shop shop shop, but I am satisfied with what I had bought ! ^^

It's not worth to be a nice person.
I had give in so much.
I decided not to continue already.
I am sicked and tired of it. (@*&*@!@#$%^&* !)

I finally understand that, it is all these obstacles
that make me grow.
Nothing will be permanent, just accept it.
Being too persistent, it bring sufferings.
I had already understand.