Contented

You have to see the misfortune of people,
to see how lucky you are.

Unfairness, YA!

Why am I not born into a super rich family?
Why am I not as clever as some famous ppl?
Why do I have to face all these problems which seldom
teens should face?
There are so many "whys" running in my mind.

On the other hand, all these serve as a purpose in my life.
To make me become stronger and also learn more.

I WANT HOLIDAYS TO COME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Exam starting soon.............................

Yet, I havent really prepare for it.
However I had already jotted down the
things that I want to done during the long holiday.
I must really get things done this time.
I shldnt delay like what I did in the previous holiday.
I am looking forward to my holiday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After listening to so many ppls' experience,
I really lost trust.
Seriously.

I found the answer......

Now I know why I like solitary, I finally know why.
I know it is nice to be in group with friends.
I know it is nice to have somebody to accompany.

But sometimes I hate compromising, it makes me
feel uncomfortable && not myself.
I began to love solitary more && more.
Because I don't feel burden && stressed.
I can be myself, every sec, minute, hour.
It is the freedom that I love.

Freedom of peaceful mind.

Saturday
After dinner, Dad went to fetch Mum from work,
so I suggested going out && have a nice chat.
We headed to the beach && have our chatting.
It had been months since all of us sat down && chat.
I was very very very elated.
No word can describe how I was feeling.
I really cherish those moments I had.

I LOVE MY FAMILY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maybe what people said is true, up to a certain age
you will think that your family is the
most important thing to you.

Thank to ..........

Was supposed to go Funan to repair my lappy,
but I decided not to because it is alright now.
I dont know what's wrong with it.
Ysd went to Causeway Point to find Mum,
I bought a bag for myself.

While waiting for her to knock off,
I went to the library to study.
I love the peacefulness, reading/studying alone
at such places.

I dont know why I just hate inefficient && slow people.
Perharps, I am an impatient person.
But now I can manage my anger better than before,
(In the past, I will cure && swear at such ppl)
all thanks to my religion. (Ok, I am a religious person!)
=]

Remorse

Blame of my carelessness, if my attitude towards that was cautious
I wouldnt lose this golden opportunity.
If I didnt lose this opportunity, I maybe able to lessen your burden.
So sorry for my carelessness which cause all these.
I promised, I will be more cautious && seize the opportunity.
I just cant stop berating myself now.

I just dont understand why someppl can be so bored with
their life.
If YOU ARE BORED, register for volunteer work.
My god.
Just cant imagine what some funny ppl do when they are bored.
Makes me feel like laughing at the things they did.

Up && Down

Ysd I was pissed of by someone, making me feel terrible.
But after thinking, I dont think that it is worth
feeling so down over such incident.

Sometimes I just dont know what I really want.
&& This feeling sux.
Oh, I am really tired.
Give me a break, plsssssssssss.