Trust.

Trust? Back to the same issue, I am still unable to trust people.
I don't know why, maybe due to some incidents that had happened.
I think the only people I can trust is my family.
Ranting to them everyday about what had happened will definitely be
better than telling people whom their lips may not be sealed.
Sometimes, I have to bear with things that is so sucky without
revealing your expression.
I really feel so suck, being unable to express everything but to bear with it.

After working for 2 days, it's time for me to start studying for MST.
The 2 days of work were quite interesting.
Went to look for good deals at IT fair and Branded sales, but only
1 thing caught my eyes.
But I had spent all my money on foundation and shirts.
I really think I feel better when I am working.
How I wish I can work everyday..................................(Of course not at Expo)

Lethargic

Things are always so beautiful from a single perception.

Having my weekend working at the east, was really not a wise decision.
I just abhor travelling for such a long time to work.
I was grateful that Dad drove me back one of the day, if not I will be damn tired
taking 1hr 30mins train ride home.
But it is just a little bit more to my goal, I should give up when
I am reaching.
I know by the end of the day when I achieve, I will feel different than before.
=]

This also mean that I am paying less attention to my studies,
but I had told myself neglect my studies.
I will squeeze in time for my studies !

I accidentally cut on my eyebrow when I was trimming it.
PAIN, PAIN, PAIN !
I hope that it wouldn't give me any scar !

Talents?

I had came to realise something after living for 16 years.

If you have talent in a particular field, but you do not know
how to make full use of it, you are nothing better off than
people who are hardworking.

Hey people, do not feel that stupid because you do
not have talent in your field.

People who do not know how to make good use of their talents
are nothing better the hardworking one, or rather worse than.

I might sounded strong but I strongly agree that that
hardwork will bring you towards your goals.

Say? Seal my lips? Dont Care !

I do not feel very troubled, I just do not know what I should do.
If I say, I will feel stupid, being the nice one yet
people do not appreciate.
If I sealed my lips, I feel bad.
And dont care is like similar to sealing my lips.

I do not know who I should turn to.
I just know that I couldnt stand it.

I know the Black and the White clearly.

Lappy Back !

I finally get back my laptop !
Miss it so muchhhhh !!!
Didnt update for a long time.
School is still as bored as how I felt in 1st week.

I finally can do my research !
=]

Obsession

Shitttttttttty, now I am obsess with my HongKong serial drama
and my Dectective Conan!!!
I just love watching thriller.
The way the Dectective interpret the murderer's motive
and method to kill is so damn interesting !

I just went to send my lappy for repair, no more Conan!

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