Family

Its actually the smalls things
which I though it doesnt matter,
made me feel the warmth and the love.
They never fail being there for me.
This is my definition of Family.
Their small supportive roles that meant so much to me.

Only when you are facing some problems,
you will then realize who are the one truthful to you.
Not those people who just say and say and say, without any actions.
It is the people who help you during the crisis.
I had already the those people around who is truthful and who is not.
I know it myself.
Sicked and tired of all these, the ugly side of human really suck.
Now, I am feeling terrible.
I dont why today is so god damn horrible.
I think I am breaking down already.
Sigh~

I shouldnt vent all my frustrations and anger at Mum,
when she told me to compromise to the eat food she wanted to cook.

I just yell at her at an anger tone that,
"I am already feeling horrible today, why do I have to eat the food I dont like?"

Afterwards she went to buy spaghetti sause for me.
Despite the hot weather, she went to Lot1 to buy it for me.
Really Sorry for all these, I really appreciate the things you do.
Sorry for everything I didnt today,
=]
Dad always fetch me back from work whenever he can.
I feel so lucky having both of their support during this period.

Solitary

BOUGHT MY BOXING GLOVES ALREADY !!! Yeah !
^^
Went to Shaw House, to relax myself & have some time with myself.
Despite there isnt any aircon there, I dont mind sitting there
alone for 3 hours reading my favourite book.
I just LOVE the ambiance there.
Relaxing, sorting out my thoughts, spending a beautiful afternoon there
is definetely a must !
It's all worth it.
=]

After that, went to Woodlands to wait for Mum.
Was shopping for Mooncakes, bought 1 box of Mooncakes for Granny !
Hope that she will like it !
Mum bought 1 small box for me too !

I LOVE SNOW SKIN GREEN TEA MOONCAKES !
YUMMY!

ANYONE HAVE RICH DAD, POOR DAD, INCREASE YR FINANCIAL EQ?
(IN GOOD CONDITION)
PM ME PLS, LEAVE YR EMAIL AT THE TAGGIES !
THKS!

Misunderstanding

Was damn BORED so I started my Doodling Session at my counter.
=]


Edited

BOXING GLOVE HERE I COME !!!!!!!!! WOOTS ~~~~~

Gonna get it tml !!!!!!!!!!!!! (Excited!)

Just came back from work, I really prefer BHG than stupid OG.
OG weird rules, restricting use of hp on sales floor is killing me.
What's more, they are damn strict will every single thing.
BUT, THEIR STAFF WEAR SANDALS !!!
OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=O

Still continuing to work next wk to earn more money
before I give myself a good break and do my stuffs.
=]

I told boss about continuing my work when sch starts
on every wkend, she said she will tried to arrange ! ^^
Which means more savings !

I can buy concession, contact lens and etc w/o taking
money from my parents.
=]
I shouldnt be taking too much money from them,
they had done enough.
Love them lots!

Edited



Perhaps it is all misunderstanding,
I might have think too much.



Anyway, I was woken up by my boss msg.
At the same time, I saw that agency msg,
I realised that some people are so damn "sensitive".

Me: Hey, i havent receive the photos. I juz want to
check whether it is sent anot. Thks.

Agency: Noted your request. I'll ask XXXX to sent
yours later if its ready.

Me: Note? I had already sent XXXX an email but
there's no reply. (I thought she ask me to note it to her)

Agency: Then? I say noted your request wrong ah?
As if I know. (So Damn rude right?)

Me: Huh? Noted in msg, or email you? I was just
wondering why the photos havent been sent over.
It would be great if u r able to check for me. Thks alot.
(I am already very polite)

Agency: Hello. Wat you msg me for the first msg im just
letting you know i've note tat. Will ask cathy to sent u
once ready.Then what you expect me to know when i've
just receive your msg today? Oh please.
(Did I ever mention that I want to know by today?)

Me: I am just asking only. Anw, thks.
(I dont want to waste my time on a ridiculous freak,
early in the morning =])

I admitted that I was dumb, because I misunderstood her "noted".
When I was about to argue back, I deleted the text.
I dont want to be ridiculous like her. (same level of ridiculous)
=.=
If not my beautiful morning will be ruin by her.
All the skills that I had learn from Managing Anger will be useless.
=]

When you are not in the wrong,
You dont have the need to be angry.
When you are in the wrong,
You are NOT in the position to be angry.

But is there a need to be so damn rude?
Oh, I think people who isnt kind to explain words nicely to
people are defineity unable to suceed in life.
Be it, work or what so ever.
If you are unable to treat people with care, your relationship
with people will be full of problems.
Law of attraction: Negative attract Negative.

Again, thks to my religion that taught me all these.

SHOPPING !!!!!!!!!!!

Just came back from Bugis.
I went shopping alone.

I enjoyed being alone, being myself.
I dont to make compromises which makes me feel uncomfortable.
Just be myself enjoying the freedom and things I Loves to do,
w/o compromising.

I dont care what people said about being a loner.
Nothing wrong.
I Just Love It !

Sometimes in life, there's no need for companion.
No one will be by your side forever.

Selfishness

I feel so bloody tired chasing and chasing over it.
How many times had I asked you for it?
Half a year had passed, can you it to me?

I had put in effort to get it,
do you know that it doesnt exist if
YOU DIDNT PUT IN THE DAMN BLOODY EFFORT !
Yet I couldnt tell that person which is able to help me.
FUCK.
I also need it, do I deserve all these bloody things that happen to me?
Wtf...................

Somethings doesnt return after lending it to ppl for once.
It suck.
Come on, this world is full of ppl with stupid and weird perception.
Trust? Definitely NO.
The ugly side of Human being just suck.

Oh ya, later going for Buffet to celebrate Mum's birthday.(Belated la !)

I LOVE YOU MUMMY !

Thks for teaching me those morale in life.
Woots~~~
=]

WORK, WORK, WORK ~

I was so damn exhausted after working for 2 days.
I am ranting now.
I keep folding and folding, the people keep taking and taking
messing up all the clothes.

Now I understand the meaning of CRAZY SALES,
making the promoter CRAZY folding the clothes !

The aunties are soooooo Typical Aunties !
Only the ladies section is so DAMN MESSY !!!!
They snatch as if it is free.
all the 4 bins were mixed up, no wonder they cannot find the size they want.
Blame who?
Work for 8 hrs, fold for 8 hrs. =[
My hands and legs are BREAKING APART !

But I dont hate this job.
=]
Compare to the stupid telemarketer job(making me curse &&
swear every single bloody day, I worked. I can say it was the worse experience.)
and the other promoters job I did, I enjoy this than any of the others.
At least, I stayed at the Bins folding clothes really working.
Not like last time, keep going toilet and break.
=P

But I am working at Bugis BHG Atrium,
NO AIR-CON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just hope that there wouldnt be so many people coming to
mess up the clothes.
=]

Last wk

Friday, 28 Aug


Went town with Sis.
Was supposed to treat her Swensen but
the one at Orchard was renovating.
Treat her Mcd instead.
She crazy one, keep talking rubbish.

MISS SIXTY JEANS IS HAVING SALES !!!!!
50-70% !!!!!

Ohohoh, I want to buy, but after discount it
is still 100 over bucks.
The jeans are so god damn pretty !
Hope that my Dad strike Lottery !!!!
=P

Saturday, 29 August

Went Ikea & Giant with Dad and Sis. ^^
I forget about that he told us to wait for him(with the trolley) at the cashier.
We just continue walking and laughing, returned the trolley.
Both of us got scolded by Dad, but we were giggling behind when he scold.
Pointing our finger and pushing the blame at each other.

I bought a frame to frame up My JOLIN POSTER !!!!!!

But my Dad paid for the frame la.
I was flying..............
Just dont know how to express the accomplishment I felt
after I frame up the poster.
My stupid sis said that it look like television.
=.=

Sunday, 30 August
Went to pray Ahgong, the temple was flooding with people.
Mayb it was the lunar 7th month and Sunday.
After that we head to my Granny house.
Nothing much.

Monday, 31 August
Didnt go back school, I also dont knw why. Lazy ba.

I watched a television programme which made me believe
in a lot of things.
I got better understanding of the Chinese Tradition.
But it is a rather sensitive topic, I shldnt read it here.
Interesting show !!!

Tuesday, 1 Sept
It was pouring again, I just dont like it when I work up
in a rainy day.
It was like attracting negative thoughts.
Ewww, I dont like.
=[

Went to Ganny house because she was praying the ancestors.
And there was a lot of food, all of us went back to eat.